| they say everything is meaningless... |
[Jul. 13th, 2005|12:16 pm] |
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| | the deadseason-a chord in brunswick | ] |
Ok so here i go again,
So the other night everything was going great...but now once again everything is fucked up..no im back to having no job again!and i worked so hard to get back into things and now its all gone again..im tired of feeling this way,everyone always says everything will be ok..and then it gets ok and than within a blink of an eye its all gone again..when will the moment that i am actually at my peek of happiness come?its like everytime i almost get up there its just taken away from me..i was told once that it was god punishing me for my fuck ups..but how long can i get punished for?I dunno somtimes i guess i just dont understand..now im sitting here wasting my time when i could be looking for a job so im gonna stop bitching..bye
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[Nov. 21st, 2004|04:59 pm] |
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| |  bitchy | ] |
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| | the sound of-laurens voice | ] |
baby baby baby baby baby baby baby.....
i love you!!!!!
mwah!!! |
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| someone from hot or not wants to meet you! |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|09:45 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  ditzy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | rookie of the year-funeral for a friend | ] |
ok so like it been about forever since ive written in this stupid thing so im not gonna try to remember EVERYTHING that has happend in the past like month so heres the imediate past..lets start with friday night...Friday night was weird...it was my brothers birthday party..yea he just turned 16!like wat the f!...my baby brother is growing up...some times i get scared cuz i dont think im a good big brother to him..i try to show him the goods and th bads,the do's and the dont's...but i dunno...so anyway..he had like 20 people in my small basement..it was funny..he had two bands here..his band and some other band...they both did great..it was fun..Lauren was here with me...hehehehe..she didnt have a good time at all..she looked so bored with her random text messages and her tetris game on her phone..Ne way..so last night we went to circuit city to pick up her other subwoofer and the little indian dude gave us two instead of one...so like we got out with a 100 dollar sub for free..but we felt bad so we brought it back and all the little indian dude said was thank you for ytour honesty...im like yo wtf...you could have gotten fired..i want somthing for free...actually i didnt say that i was just like..yea no problem dude..i saw flash last night...hes funny...i let him hit on lauren cuz i no that he doesnt mean it...its funny..i think it makes lauren uncomfy around him...but watever....hehehehe...so imnnot haning out with her today until she finishes her paper..its like an 8 page paper and she didnt even start it yet..on top or her 35 dollar fine at her library..thats my girl!i wouldnt want her any other way...hehehe..shes great...OHHHH OHHH so like whenever i wanna do somthing she just happends to forget..its so funny..like i wanted to wat in the mcdonalds paking lot last night and she totally forgot...like ok kewl..then i wanted to watch saw cuz her sisters boyfriend burns movies..and since I wanted to watch it..it didnt work in her cd player...HehEHEHEHEHE...i love her...........................................................................................................add sorry...i really just leaned on the keyboard..it was funny./..ok well time to go...
-Joe |
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| My body my heart my body my heart my body my heat,and my heart stays in the lead... |
[Oct. 17th, 2004|10:10 am] |
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| | stressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | No hollywood ending-vacant sky | ] |
Ok so its been a crazy week...i hate work its soo annoying...but ill get used to it..neway...so lauren got a new car..blah blah blah blah...yea yea...good good..just makes me feel even more like shit cuz mine still doesnt work..but neway...it gets like 27 to a gallon so i dont feel bad nemore...hahah..but i am really happy for her she deserves it!...neway...so shes been coming over my house alot and my family likes her and shit so its kewl..i dont no why i waited so long i guess i was just scared my family wasnt going to except her ya know?they are weird...but its all good now..yesterday was interesting...i went to the junk yards with rickey to look for a car...yues yes a whole car isnt that weird?at a junk yard...and much to my suprise NO we didnt find one...but ohwell...then we went to this skeezy one...we went to two junk yards...and at the first one my cell phone feel out of my pocket for some reason and we almost left it there..so the second one i went to i left it in the car cuz i new i was only going to b there for like 10 minutes...but boy did i get yelled at...see i get over protective when lauren goes out with her friend that dorms over at rutgers...so lauren says man if i ever left my phone at carolyns dorm you would flip...ok c'mon thats not the same...lets see fucking drunk/drinking parties with boys and and shit compared to broken down cars,and old fat smelly dudes..the only thing they have in common is the drunk part..the guys that worked there were pretty drunk..or 10 minutes of digging in the mud and taking apart cars compared to hours of drinking and boys...yea i guess i can see how they are the same...NOT..so yes i would flip!..anybody would...then she says..well after everything that has happend i still trust you..and you dont trust me..and im like wow lauren way to stab me right in the heart...ya know ive made some real shitty choices with this whole relationship but i think i have had my share of good ones too...and she holds it over my head..and it just hurts so bad..i no that this is probably going to start and arguement with her but im just venting..but neway...i love lauren so much Mr.livejournal..she si so great.i cant wait to see her today...shes still sleeping right now...im gonna wake her up soon...hahaha...yay!...k bye
-joe |
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| ...Back by popular demand... |
[Oct. 2nd, 2004|05:39 pm] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
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| | Im not ok-my chemical romance | ] |
OOOOOOOOOOOook...so i dont no what day it is..i dont no when i should start...i have no lcue so for now im just gonna say whats on my mind....i do like boys night out..i didnt think i did...but they are mad good...uh...todays my daddys birthday he is 58 years old...hes a great father and i hope that we get many more outta him...hehehe...uh...i went to get tires this morning at like ass early...and lauren called me at 845...that would b at least 45 minutes early from when she was gonna call me...but hey its all good..i was already up...shes crazy...now im gonna start talking about her...cuz well..shes kinda cute and makes me really happy so here i go...I was just think that ir eally diont have any complaintes about her...its weird ive had many girlfriends and hated every single one of them(i hope that doesnt get me imn trouble with my baby now)i mean she is sooooooo freakin amazing and perfect and i dont care if she has already heard it...cuz its how i feel...and i think that everybody shouldn feel that way about her...i mean cmon who else would wanna see there boyfriend for 2 seconds..as long as she gets to see me....cmon thats so perfect...WOW....she makes me so happy...so now wea re getting back into the swing of things(heheh you no what i mean)and its perfect...NO IM NOT SAYING IT WASNT PERFECT BEFORE!!!...it means so much to me to have a girlfriend that is also my best friend...i can go to her about anything and everything..i mean shit if i wanted to i could call her with a problemn that i have with her and she will tell me wat to do about it...its crazy...can this be true?i only thought that love like this exsisted in dreams....so if thats so then she is my dream come true...and i mean that...i want to be with this woman forever..i cant picture my life with out her...and i hope i never ever have to...
Ok well i guess im done now....later
MWAHZ!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| ...cut my heart out... |
[Aug. 29th, 2004|10:12 am] |
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| |  hungry | ] |
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| | forgetmenot-why i hate valentines day | ] |
Ok so yesterday was alot of fun...it was my laurens 18th birthday..we hung out all day...she picked me up really early at like 10 somthing and we chilled all day...first we went to dunkin doughnuts where my beautiful intelligent gf locked her keys in her car,,,so we waited for her mom to come and pick us up...then we went to blockbuster and got paradise lost 2...its the movie about the west memphis 3..shes neverheard of them so it was interesting for her...she was so cute getting all mad at the stop father...i wanted to eat her all up...then we went to medevil times for dinner and a show...it was sooooooooooooooooooo much fun...then we capped it off with a goodnight i love you and went to sleep...it was alot of fun..i just hope that she enjoyed her birthday...i just want her to b happy...ok well today im not gonna get to see her cuz im gonn b here with my family...so i sure am gonna miss her...ok well im out...
-joe |
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| so tell me its over,tell me its ok to die |
[Aug. 26th, 2004|11:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hawthorne heights-niki fm | ] |
Ok so like today started off early just like everyother day...woke up up to my baby at 645 went to werk...ALL DAY///730 to 530....it was crazy..but i did find out what is wrong with my car and now i no how to fix it...so maybe this weekend my samuri will b back on the road...then after work i went home and ...it started off with alittle bit of rollplaying and lots of making love...hehehe...it was great of course..then we ate of course and watched empire records..lauren hated it..but of course..lol...uh yea...anwyay...ok well thats about it..time to go to bed...night...i love you baby!!!!
-Joe |
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[Aug. 25th, 2004|07:39 pm] |
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| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | life on standby-hawthorne heights | ] |
| b a s i c s |
name: JOe
single or taken: taken
sex: male
birthday: may 10th
siblings: older sis and younger bro
hair color: redish brownish
shoe size: 11
height: 5'8"
| r e l a t i o n s h i p s |
who are your best friends?: flash lauren lisa danny..all of c-street
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yea
do you have a crush on anyone: yup
| f a s h i o n | s t u f f |
where is your favorite place to shop: uh im not picky...so i just by whatever i like.
any tattoos or piercings:2 piercings and one tat
| s p e c i f i c s |
do you do drugs?: not at all..sXe sorry to dissapoint anyone
what kind of shampoo do you use?: the kind that cleans my head and makes it all soft and pretty like
what are you most scared of?: being forgotten
what are you listening to right now?: my chemical romance
who is the last person that called you? Lauren
where do you want to get married?: on the beach,under water
how many buddies are online right now?: 47
what would you change about yourself?: the way i look
| f a v o r i t e s |
color: back blue or red
food: chinese
subjects in school: Gym
animals: sharks
| h a v e | y o u | e v e r |
given anyone a bath?: nope
smoked?: never ever
bungee jumped?: no
made yourself throw up?: no
skinny dipped?: no
been in love?: yeah
made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: no
pictured your crush naked?: yea
actually seen your crush naked?: ohhhh yea lol
cried when someone died?: yea
lied: yea sorry baby...=(
fallen for your best friend?: yup
been rejected?: OH YES
rejected someone?: yea
used someone?: no but ive been there a few times
done something you regret?: yeah srry baby
| c u r r e n t |
clothes: grey shorts blue franklin tee
music: danny playing the guitar!
make-up: make what up?
annoyance: dANNy playing the guitar..and finding out lauren went skinny dipping b4...hmmm
smell: danny playing the guitar
favorite group: group of wat!?im confused
desktop picture: saleen
book you're reading: uh...nope
cd in player: from autumn to ashes
dvd in player: empire records
color of toenails: uh...pink..uh..no not really...uh i dunno im weraing socks
| l a s t | p e r s o n |
you touched: danny,i slapt him for playing the guitar
hugged:Lauren wen i got my lunch
you imed: flash
that imed you: Jen
you yelled at: hahaha....guess!danny for playing the guitar
you kissed: my baby lauren
| w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a |
kill: the people that hAVE killed
slap: the people the have slapt
look like: somebody really hot |
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| long ago just like the hearse you died to get in we arew so far from you |
[Aug. 25th, 2004|07:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  anxious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my chemical romance-im not okay | ] |
Ok so today is wednesday and no nothing is going on again...lets see yesterday was kewl i hung out with my lauren after work..we slept forever at her house...lol..it was sooooooooooooo cute..but it gets really hot in her room somtimes..but of course i kept my mouth shut..and just slept there...after that we woke up and chilled for a bit then i skeeted out of there dumb early cuz of momzzie..uh on tuesday we went to jenkinsons to see the sharks..they were crazy nasty!i love them...anyway...yea we watched them feed and we got to see a blind deal take a shit/...it smelled soooooo bad.....but anyway,now im just waiting for lauren to get home from the mall so i can go over there.....uh...ok im done now...late!
-Joe |
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| One short statement,hello my name is distance,i dont care if i ever wake up again |
[Aug. 22nd, 2004|11:16 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crappy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | fat joe-lean back remix | ] |
ok so like today started off great...got to talk to my baby this mornirng at like 9:30 before she had to go to work....we talked for like a half an hour then she had to go...and now im jsut waiting to see what hapends today...i no im going to the beach with my family but like i hope we get back in time so i can chill with Lauren...uh...ok im done for now..
-joe |
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[Aug. 21st, 2004|08:45 pm] |
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| |  confused | ] |
Ok so like i must need livejournal for idiots cuz i camnt do this shit...hmmm...lauren HELP ME!!!! |
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[Aug. 21st, 2004|08:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | annoyed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my chemical romance_helena | ] |
Ok so like i always sat around and made fun of these things..but look at me now..i jumped on the band wagon...ok today started off really well...i got to see my baby Lauren all day!we started off by waking up at 9 to go get breakfast at ihop..of course it gave me a stomach ache but i got over it...then we went and saw OPEN WATER....wow wat a bad movie..i was really dissapointed in it..but i love sharks and ui was with lauren so it evened out...then we went back to her place and chilled started to watch a movie..i fell asleep alot during it..but SHHH lauren doesnt no that...then i remember that i had to go to my aunts to let the dog out...then oops...they came home and saw me with Lauren...nt a good thing...so my uncle called my grandmother my grandmother called my mom...and BAM...ive been yelled at...ohwell i think its better now...but hey who knows...ok well that it for today..
-Joe |
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